Relaaax, panda

I'm in love with old songs. It all started with Audrey's facebook quiz which had Billie Jean as one of the choices, so I decided t go play it on my itunes, and then it went on repeat mode, and then I started listening t other old songs.... And then I was unstoppable. :/ My mum heard those songs and started talking about 'good times' HAHAHAHA ok, and she told me when I was a baby, my dad used t sing me t sleep by singing songs by the Eagles (and apparently I would only sleep t that), and when I was older, around the time Mike was born, he used t play this song & I always loved it. Took me quite a while t find it though, I'm so happy i did (: This is now my new repeat mode song.

Oh where oh were could my baby be
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world

We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road
Straight ahead
A car was stalled the engine was dead
I couldn't stop
So I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screaming tyres
The busting glass
The painful scream that I heard last

Oh where oh were could my baby be
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world

When I woke up
The rain was pouring down
There were people standing all around
Something warm falling into my eyes
But some how I found my baby that night
I lifted her head
she looked at me and said
Hold me darling just a little while
I held her close
I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love I knew I had missed
but now she's gone
even though I held her tight
I lost my love, my life that night

Oh where oh were could my baby be
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world

YOU PEOPLE, SHOULD DOWNLOAD IT. ITS GENRE SHOULD BE RENAMED 'DOPE MUSIC'
Last Kiss by Pearl Jam (:


 

So, much has happened since I last updated this lj of mine. First of all, alot of family bonding due t the wedding prep, the wedding itself, school started, new people, tingly feelings here and there (: HAHA, and of course, the downsides; free-flow of drama (I absolutely hate drama, and t me, there's only 1 possible way I get sucked into them...... so go figure) and also, the constant sleepy feeling eversince school has started. I think its timings are draining me. I need t fix my body clock. And then i need t fix my body. I'm getting fatter its so disturbing. I believe in mirrors rather than weighing scales. I 100% think looking healthy beats numbers telling you that you're healthy. What t do. I need a gym or a well thought through diet. At the rate i'm going, I'll be a hippo by my birthday. My happy fat-teenth birthday :/ Oh Jesus...    

Plus i miss IJ people. Met up with B earlier for dinner at Jln Kayu. Probably gonna spend the day at Nina's tmr. Lunch with Clare next Friday (: Hopefully I'll get t see Rah, Bel, Lex, Yangs and everyone else soon. We need an outing or smthg before we.... all. forget. how. each. other. looks. like :/  I was watching all the 'xoxo, 5/2' videos from Sec 5 Self Awareness and omg Yangs is hilarious I feel like killing her. And now B and I are online reminiscing about how we miss everyone. So people, read this, feel bad for us, and call us, cos we miss you. HAHAHA hollla at cha sista, ok sometimes i get carried away..





Now suddenly, I miss Mel. So before i start typing somemore.... I better post this and get my ass offline and t bed. :/
Gdnight.

My name is Val. I'm a little obsessed with Turtles. Sometimes I feel like I live in Kembangan. My biggest fear is being alone. I love long walks alone in the middle of the night. I'm messy. I get fascinated by full moons & coincidences. I know I have a bestfriend I just can't decide who it is. I run out of hair ties very often. I would love a pet dog. I don't like chocolates. I would watch Madagascar 5 times consecutively. If I could turn back time I'd wish I never started smoking. I would sign a petition to have Mac's curly fries on their everyday menu. I miss Mel so much. I'm unintentionally rude at times. I created a Friendster account for the Surds a few years ago and thought it would be fun t coincide our birthday with Christmas. I can't wait t get married. Most of the time I hate my hair. I don't quite like facebook. I can't crack an egg. Til this day my mum still thinks Joshua's going t be her son-in-law. I prefer attending mass alone. I miss 5/2 very much. I've been emotionally drained lately. I hate the dress I wore t prom. Yesterday was one of the top 10 worst days of my life.

So it looks like we're getting new furniture and the whole house is getting paint job.  Everyones gotta clear up their own rubbish. My brother and his toybox, me and my secondary school junk, my mum and the mess she made in the study. My dad doesn't have much stuff here so I guess he's safe. The aim is t get everything done by April - before the wedding and just in time for when I start school. I'm pretty excited, for both. Wow i love weddings. and i love babies. I was gonna name my son Elliot, but my cousin beat me t it just 2 weeks ago. Now how?

I'm finally back home. I feel like a homeless child who alternates between Kembangan and Seletar Hills. I feel so home sick. I miss my bed. And i'm so so so tired. Woke up today at Nina's, and we went over t Windy Heights with Sam t swim. Shaunna appears out of nowhere with Green tea, Ruffles (!!) and hot chocolate haha she think she cute la picnic all. She sent me home and here i am (: I've decided t stay at home for the next few days... breathe the Avenue 8 air, kiss the walls, dance around abit?

Valentines day is in 2 days time! If you're excited, kill yourself. Seriously.

Love you, so much. Happy 5th month (: